Monday, November 9, 2015

Day 9 of Nano: So behind (by about 10k)


Had a productive day yesterday with nano, wrote a little over 3k.  Tonight I'm feeling a wee bit tired so I'm going to just try for 500 words at least.  I still plan on targeting the revision completion for MD and a first draft of B2S but I'll be happy if I was able to at least complete one for the month.

And the Scrivener snapshot -

Also I'm fairly certain I might not have another short story in me for this year.  Well actually I have 3 that I started and never got around to finishing.  Hopefully I'll at least see those through to the end. 

Friday, October 23, 2015

Still alive and ZOMG it's almost Nano!

I am alive.

Though I read a post on facebook where someone said something along the lines of "Dead people don't know they're dead but others do.  The same can be said about stupid people."

That made me laugh, probably shouldn't have but this week has been for the birds.  But before I launch into that here's sort of a really quick highlight reel from the last time I posted:

August:
- Original close date
- House deck go bye bye
- Financing from Wells Fargo go bye bye
- Denise's tiny bit of sanity go bye bye (I remember walking in the parking lot at work trying to calm down and stop crying)
- Lots of tears this month

September:
- Vacay.. YAY!
- Really short, super short vacay as in 2 days in Boston, 2 days in CT, 2 days at the airport due to delays
    - Finished reading a book though
- Ninja negotiator real estate extraordinaire works another financing partner onboard
- Denise's tiny bit of sanity returns then immediately goes on hiatus
- Lots of reading of ze romance sort...  Which strangely has been helpful in the mental gestation for a few projects on the hopper
- Probably some tears from me as well as making others cry because I'm evil
- Closed on ze house!

October:
- Very trying, tiring, and just... -_-
- Craziness at work with projects that I have the lead which both have senior management tied to it
   - Spent yesterday at my cube crying (though I think there were other reasons for why I was so emotional)
- Opened a line of credit in order to purchase my first ever washer, dryer, and fridge.. Thanks Sears :)
- Joined the century and got a smartphone (iPhone 6s and left At&T after 15+ years to join Sprint)
- Read some books
- Nano... nano... nano... what to write... Or maybe not (?)
- The new Adele song "Hello" = awesome; and not be confused with Mr. Ritchie's "Hello", this is an original
- More tears and making others upset because I am evil

Actually a lot has happened with the last week but I'll comment on the positive things such as sealing the deal November entitlements after holding it up for said project I'm on.  Parent teacher conferences this week with the niece and one of the staff there just give me huge kudos with my niece because they've seen a change in her since she's come to stay with me.  And basically she let me know they think what I'm doing is wonderful and just a lot of praise.

I also heard from a friend of mine that I hadn't and he gave me a really nice compliment after reading all of my short stories posted on here.  I should probably create a shirt that says "I will smile endlessly for reading and/or complimenting my stories."

Well it's a release night that'll probably be starting soon.

I'm still not sure about Nano this year.  I want to and have an idea of what I could write, something in the romance range since I think I can tackle it now after reading so much of it in the last few months.  I'm also pretty sure I will not succeed in getting in my 52 short stories in 52 weeks but I'll manage to post some more that I had open before the year is out.

And lastly I have 2 months to make my one resolution.  So I think if I do nano it might be to work on continued revision of MD but we'll see.

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Three Good Things: 8/11/15


1.  Team Member of the Month for July at Work (found out yesterday but it was announced today)
2.  Discovering extra money that I can use toward the house (again this was yesterday but still happy today about that).
3. Finally completing Strengthfinders (which I did today and apparently one of the results is that I'm an Achiever.... definitely agree)

I don't think too deeply about, well not until I read my results but I knew I was results-focused as in I struggle if I can complete or check something off as done BUT the fact I need to have achieved something everyday, no matter how small, was news to me.  However I think about it and it's pretty accurate and I get a funky mood if I feel I haven't been productive for the day and will often overcompensate the next day to make up for it.

It's like every day I have a checklist, some of it is routine and some of it is specific to that day (mostly from work) but everyday there's something and today was a good day because I got a lot of items done.  The weekend was awesome because I scratched off a lot of to do items from my hand written note despite the bits of drama that came with it but that's another story.

And today knowing I successfully followed up on documentation with the house paperwork.  I feel as though I've reached a point where I'm on standby mode awaiting further instruction.

At any rate I'm pretty excited to read more of my results later today or this week.

So the not so good things that's occurred-

Earlier this year someone mysteriously smashed in the laptop I used to do most of my writing on which had put a hinderance to that but no biggie, I had another laptop to use that I could at least access Google Docs with.  Well my niece dropped that one on Sunday and it hasn't come back on since :(

I had actually JUST made the final payment to Best Buy on it a couple weeks back so I'll probably have to shop around or see about getting one (or both fixed).

Yesterday I was having a pretty good day as well, given the surprise I'd been nominated as team member of the month.  So I thought I'd order out since I left work late only to get a plethora of calls that my grandma was on the floor at the apartment :( :( :(

Not fun times but my sister came over and helped me get her up but it did put a damper on the day.

Aside from that I'm hoping to make some more plot points for one of my novels that I had an idea about this morning.  AND try to get another short story posted soon.

Thursday, July 30, 2015

Three Good Things: 7/30/15

So I probably won't be able to get to posting the short story tonight and instead reflect on 3 good things today:

1.  SS - It's nice to receive good feedback/healthy criticism and recently I've been sharing my short stories.   And it was nice to read that a friend of mine enjoyed one of my fave short stories I've written for the year.  Actually of my short stories thus far I've figured my favorites so far have been Ned Finally Died, The Job, Haunter's Anon (at least the concept of it), and Clifford's Baby.

2.  Work - I had an hour meeting with one of my projects.  It was a follow up meeting I'd been putting off since I knew it would take a lot to work through everything and we took the whole hour plus needed more time to be frank but I hit my deliverables associated with the meeting, ran it, and feeling good even though the scope of the project has expanded.  I'm not big on public speaking so I always get anxiety whenever I know I'll have to speak but I made it through :)

3.  House update - So this can sort of b.  Ie a testament to the week but in trying to potentially close sooner rather than later I got my earnest money into my agent, submitted an app to another lender to see what they might offer (vs the discount I get with my job), and submitted some of my docs I needed.  Tomorrow I'm planning to submit for the appraisal and hopefully know which company I'll be moving forward with. 

I also had a realization tonight.  And it wasn't so much a realization but a confirmation of something I'd been thinking for awhile.  Once I finish my revision with TYW if the traditional route doesn't work out I'll probably self-publish it.  Once I get to the part where I'm querying or a little before I'll probably start looking more into the marketing aspect and figuring out what I'm comfortable (and capable) of actually doing. 

Anywho need to do a couple more errands tonight and try to head to bed.  Will hopefully be shooting out of work early tomorrow so I can go to the library and work on my short story. 

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

52 Week Update / Short Story Challenge - July 29 ... And randomness

I had intended to post a new short story tonight.  Figuring that tonight I would have time to do something I wanted (like read a book or write) since Monday night I was tied up with the house inspection and last night I was tied up at the laundry mat.  I even bought food thinking I'd buy myself time versus experimenting with new dishes like I did on Mon and Tues.  But nope.  I snuck in a few pages of reading before hearing my name called out for one thing, then another thing, then another thing and oh, it's Wednesday so need to do the meds again, still need to do the dishes/clean and get to bed at a decent time so I can wake up and do it all over again. 

At any rate I'm still behind.  According to this site it's week 31.  I'm definitely cranking out some short stories (5 so far this month and 2 in the works) but I still need to catch up.  Typically there are 52 weeks in a year but apparently in 2015 there are actually 53.  Just dropped a random fact ^_^ But I guess this also means I'll have 53 short stories when it's all said and done?  Or maybe a free week once I get myself back on track? 

Who knows but here's what been posted to date-

Week 1 (1/1 - 1/7) - Ned Finally Died (a story spurred by NPR)
Week 2 (1/8 - 1/14) - LLFH:  Broken Things (side story for another project)
Week 3 (1/15 - 1/21) - The Confession (office crushes)
Week 4 (1/22 - 1/28) - The Garden:  OTTM Side Story (side story brought to you by The Order)
Week 5 (1/29 - 2/4) - Haunters Anon (Haunters Anonymous, 'nuff said)
Week 6 (2/5 - 2/11) - Polluted (posted 3/19) ... (teens doing teen conjuring things)
Week 7 (2/12 - 2/18) - The Job: A Justice for First Wives Side Story (posted 3/22) ... (mistress novel)
Week 8 (2/19 - 2/25) - Serial Beauty: Lucky #11 (posted 3/23) ... (serial killer artist)
Week 9 (2/26 - 3/4) - Doctor P (posted 7/15) (day in the life of a poop doctor)
Week 10 (3/5 - 3/11) -  Clifford's Baby (posted 7/16)... (Clifford and his stolen baby)
Week 11 (3/12 - 3/18) - A Bot Love (posted 7/18)... (Nerd love connection)
Week 12 (3/19 - 3/25) - Hangover (posted 7/19)... (Drunk love connection)
Week 13 (3/26 - 4/1) - Secrets (posted 7/27)... (talking secrets over frozen coffee)
Week 14 (coming soon to a blog near year) -
Week 15 (please stand by for the feature) -
Week 16 (it's still being conjured) -
Week 17 (just playing the field for now) -
Week 18 (just not into the blog thing) -
Week 19 (wants to commit but hates the idea of being 'committed'; not a fan of labels) -
Week 20 (what?!  there are 20?) -

So technically I got to write tonight.  I'm counting this blog entry darnit.  I did some writing.  Still need to do writing for nano though :(  Another 2k ish before I hit my 10k writing goal for this month.  Hopefully these next 2 shorts stories will get me there. 

Monday, July 27, 2015

Week 13: Secrets

WC: 800 Words



                Frankie Thorn had a secret.  Twiddling with her fingers she removed a ring and slipped it into her pocket.  “All the good ones have some dark harbored past.  Give me a bad guy any day,” Frankie said as she sipped her frozen fufu coffee.  “I’m just saying think about it.  Every decent guy you’ve approved of has not worked out.”
                Finch Thorn, Frankie’s twin, had a secret too.  “Approve is a relative term.  Dan wasn’t half bad.”
                “What’s your definition of half bad,” Frankie asked raising her recently pierced brow, she winced from the motion.
                “You know Mom’s going to just love that you finally put a hole in your face,” Finch said as he drank from her cup.
                Shrugging, “What can I say Christmas came early for Mom.”
                They laughed lightly but the truth found them in the awkward silence that followed.  Frankie reached to retrieve her cup, her free hand twiddling with the ring in her pocket once more.  Feeling the sun warm her skin emboldened her next words as she searched for the courage, “Now,” she started taking a tentative sip, “I’m assuming you’re going to tell me who you really are?”
                Finch looked across the table at the girl he’d called his sister for the last year but shook his head, “No, not really.”
                “Then what reason-”
                “When?  When did you figure it out,” Finch said as he reached for her cup again.  Frankie’s eyes followed his every move.  “How did you know exactly?  I watched your brother, your entire family, I am curious to know if the twin bond is so strong?”
                Frankie watched as he drank from her cup once more.  “Maybe just a little bit of that -”
                “But?”
                “But where’s my brother.”
                “He’s somewhere safe, much safer than here.  You know this planet doesn’t have much time left,” Finch said as he drank more.  It was then he reflected how he’d likely miss her taste in drinks.  She never went wrong in that way but how she’d known still plagued him.  Fake Finch started to suspect he might not actually discover the fatal flaw until he caught her eyes on him and the cup.  He smiled. 
                “What do you mean,” Frankie asked as she leaned in closer.  The spirals in her long black hair had fallen, her sunglasses pushed onto her forehead had crept forward.  She stayed hidden as Fake Finch stared at her and for a moment her mind wondered what if he knows…
                “Exactly that,” he said finishing her drink.  As Fake Finch stood Frankie followed suit.  Her hair in tumbles because she knew this was her only chance.
                She rushed to his side of the table for a goodbye hug, “Please, I- I just want my brother back.”
                Fake Finch smiled and shook his head, “The assignments over-”
                “What are you going to do to him?”
                Fake Finch brow arched, “You can always find out.  It might turn out to be a better set up when you think about it.  You pick- die here or out there?” Fake Finch said looking toward the sky. 
                “What are you… really?” Frankie’s voice fell to a deathly whisper, not afraid of the answer but afraid that maybe he might see past her.  That he might figure it out.  She let one hand fall to the side and reached into her pocket once more.  The ring was like a talisman, she pulled power from it and as she watched Fake Finch ponder the answer she worried if she’d be able to keep her own promise.
                “Take me instead,” Frankie burst out as Fake Finch opened his mouth. 
                Fake Finch considered her words and without another walked away.  Frankie watched as he weaved the cafĂ© tables to the exit and at the gate he stopped.  He waited and Frankie rushed over.  As she grabbed hold of her fake brother’s hand she took in the sights of this planet once more.  It had been home for a long time. 
                Frankie and Finch were placed on assignment centuries ago, often choosing their host carefully but now it was in jeopardy.  Frankie found her ring and slipped it on.
                It was at an abandoned warehouse where they finally stopped.  Fake Finch pulled a key from his pocket and undid the chains.  “You know what’s odd?  I’ve always thought you somehow knew.  It was as though you knew my secret the entire time.”
                “Give me a bad guy any day,” she smiled nervous that if she spoke any more her mouth might betray her.  Afraid she might not ever see Finch again.  As it was Fake Finch took her words without question and let it go. 

                Frankie twisted the ring on her finger and held onto her secret once more as she left one world behind and entered another.    

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Making Time for Creativity / Never Giving Up


Saw this over on http://maggie-stiefvater.tumblr.com/  and thought it was well worth sharing.

Click the link to see the full comic... as I'm too lazy to copy all the images here and plus support the writer/artist (with views and such ^_^)

Is that not worth exploring?