That said I’ve been leaning into the positive. I’ve been catching my thoughts as they run south and addressing the true issue as best as I can. Today brought about a couple of emotional moments as I acknowledged my habit of people pleasing and being concerned about what others thought. I recognized that a lot of my thought patterns around it were built on a survival mentality. And I am recognizing more and more that I’m better than that. I don’t need that thought pattern any longer, as it doesn’t serve the person I am becoming. So there was some hurt in letting that go, in seeing it for what it was.
I continue to be a work in progress.
That said and well, onto lighter things...
We saw Hobbs and Shaw last night at the movies. This year has definitely been movie packed, we did hit a lull for a bit but it’s picked back up. I suspect we’ll hit up the Muny this week to see “Matilda”. We saw “Cinderella” back in July. And I would still like to see “Midsommar”, not too many theaters are showing it now.
Also in other exciting news I am behind on my reading while my stack of book grows BUT I finally got around to scanning my art and checked out an illustrator video today. I was planning to look at another one before bed but I need to carve out some writing time and reading. So I’ll check out more tomorrow.
I did do another draft of MD’s book blurb. Planning on doing a second edition of it soon to fix some known issues...
As far as completing task today, didn’t knock off a whole lot but it still felt very productive today with what I did accomplish, today was definitely one of those quality over quantity type days.
At any rate, need to try to work a bit on LV&A... Here’s a pic of my vision board when I was working on it. I now have it on my wall above my desk as a visual reminder. Will grab a pic of the finished product to post later.
Apologies in advance for any typos, I’m uber tired and still need to handwrite.
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